Half a day gone.
Not having a good mood until the lunch time. Well, I can't explain why i experience it.
Man is a very unique spices as well, they have a tendency not to show their weaknesses but actual fact is when they are in a bad mood the whole world smell. And they are the only one still believe that they actually hide it very well. That's man, you know.
One advice here to all the ladies, if you found your man act weird. The best thing is leave them alone. Not just walk away, you need to pretend and ask 'darling, are you ok today ?" he will answer 'I'm ok'(But he is definitely not ok) and you continue ask the last question 'you want to be alone?' nevermind the answer, just make yourself disappear. After he 'wake up', he will sure find you no matter where you are, don't worry.
So, I decided not to have too much conversations with anyone unless it is neccessary. I had a quick lunch, 5 mins and hide myself up in my confortable cave (my desk la!) to heal my worms. haha!
Anyway, I think i recover already and get ready for training later. Hopeful, it going to be a fun and good afternoon.
Tuesday, May 27, 2008
Monday, May 26, 2008
You Happy; I happy
Just a moment ago, my wife was very excited over the number of viewer of her blog.
Just an hour ago, my little prince shown me his wonderful smile when he came to pick me up from work.
Just a second ago, I realised that I am the most happier man in the world because the two most important people in my life are in the happy mood.
And..
You happy; i happy.
Sunday, May 25, 2008
The Little Prince's suffering
My dear little prince is sick.
It was all started from me a week ago. I am having flu and cough for more than a week now.
To see you suddenly wake up immediately after coughing and you don't enough sleep and rest, make daddy's feel even heart pain and guilty. Furthermore, as you are now started to grow teeth. Already you need to fight against like fever, runnng nose, gum pain and etc.. And now daddy added your pain, daddy feels very sorry and guity.
Daddy wish daddy can take all your sickness for you but can't :(
Somemore, doctor says you are too young - 9 months old, so cannot give you any medicine and you can heal by yourself :(. But one week gone you still coughing :(
Nohting can daddy do now. Daddy sad and heart pain.
Daddy pray that Daddy God gonna to take away your all your sicknesses tonight because He promised by Jesus stripe, you are heals. Amen.
Daddy pray and daddy believe by tomorrow you will be fine and kicking alive again!
My little prince, daddy promise will take a very good care of myself and never bring virus home to attack you again.
My little prince, daddy love you..
It was all started from me a week ago. I am having flu and cough for more than a week now.
To see you suddenly wake up immediately after coughing and you don't enough sleep and rest, make daddy's feel even heart pain and guilty. Furthermore, as you are now started to grow teeth. Already you need to fight against like fever, runnng nose, gum pain and etc.. And now daddy added your pain, daddy feels very sorry and guity.
Daddy wish daddy can take all your sickness for you but can't :(
Somemore, doctor says you are too young - 9 months old, so cannot give you any medicine and you can heal by yourself :(. But one week gone you still coughing :(
Nohting can daddy do now. Daddy sad and heart pain.
Daddy pray that Daddy God gonna to take away your all your sicknesses tonight because He promised by Jesus stripe, you are heals. Amen.
Daddy pray and daddy believe by tomorrow you will be fine and kicking alive again!
My little prince, daddy promise will take a very good care of myself and never bring virus home to attack you again.
My little prince, daddy love you..
SIN; My Sin
I'm a Christian, a normal yet simple human and I have sinned.
Before accepted Christ, I'm more to a free thinker. It's like every religious is teaching people to be good.
However, after get to know about christainity and found out Christ is not a religious but a relationship. A relationship between Father in Heaven and son on earth. I am the son, His beloved son. Jesus also said I am the way and the truth and the life. No one comes to the Father except through me. So, I have made up my mind and follow Jesus.
Back to Sin, my sinful act. I have a lot of bad habits, sinful lifestyle before I believe in Jesus. After become His beloved son, most of the bad habits and lifestyle have been disappeared or transformed just like that. It's like suddenly you realised that you have no appetite for something you crave to do before eg. smoking or drinking and etc..
Unfortunately, not all were being wash clean yet. Left behind some like saying vulgar words and watching pornographic.
Lately, I have chance to enjoy my access to internet privitely. (I used to have internet access but due to moving around often until recently only applied for a connection). Happen that i surfed and click on some pornographic links. Bingo! i got stucked inside for awhile there. Of course I know it is not right and blar blar blar ..
Then I realised that it is not Jesus don't want to help clean up these left over. But it is myself that don't want to let go. Although, I did not purposely go and looks for it but whenever there is a "accidental oportunity" I really have hard time to resist it. Yes, I prayed. But still not working, again because I still holding on it.
So, the mystery solved and I have decided to let go all these vulgar words and pornographic thing before it become another dissater. Let Jesus handle the cleanse process. I know not long after this, I will be set free from these bondage.
Question: you had sinned, will you lost your salvation?
Answer: no way.
For all my sins have been punished on Jesus by hanging on the cross. He has exchanged his righteousness with my past, now and future sins.
For Jesus says But seek first his kingdom and his righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well.
God is a good God, He has sacrificed His Son to save us. He will not forsake us just because we have sinned. Otherwise, Jesus won't have to suffer on the cross. For He know our weaknesses and most of the time we can't help ourselves. We need HIM.
Therefore, everytime we sin we need to confess our righteousness in Christ and remenber God is forgive us. When the more we believe that we are forgive and understand how great is the love of our Father in Heaven. how much more will we want to hurt someone who love us some much?
That's what I do now. I want to stop hurting my Daddy God.
Daddy God, I love you because you first love me.
Before accepted Christ, I'm more to a free thinker. It's like every religious is teaching people to be good.
However, after get to know about christainity and found out Christ is not a religious but a relationship. A relationship between Father in Heaven and son on earth. I am the son, His beloved son. Jesus also said I am the way and the truth and the life. No one comes to the Father except through me. So, I have made up my mind and follow Jesus.
Back to Sin, my sinful act. I have a lot of bad habits, sinful lifestyle before I believe in Jesus. After become His beloved son, most of the bad habits and lifestyle have been disappeared or transformed just like that. It's like suddenly you realised that you have no appetite for something you crave to do before eg. smoking or drinking and etc..
Unfortunately, not all were being wash clean yet. Left behind some like saying vulgar words and watching pornographic.
Lately, I have chance to enjoy my access to internet privitely. (I used to have internet access but due to moving around often until recently only applied for a connection). Happen that i surfed and click on some pornographic links. Bingo! i got stucked inside for awhile there. Of course I know it is not right and blar blar blar ..
Then I realised that it is not Jesus don't want to help clean up these left over. But it is myself that don't want to let go. Although, I did not purposely go and looks for it but whenever there is a "accidental oportunity" I really have hard time to resist it. Yes, I prayed. But still not working, again because I still holding on it.
So, the mystery solved and I have decided to let go all these vulgar words and pornographic thing before it become another dissater. Let Jesus handle the cleanse process. I know not long after this, I will be set free from these bondage.
Question: you had sinned, will you lost your salvation?
Answer: no way.
For all my sins have been punished on Jesus by hanging on the cross. He has exchanged his righteousness with my past, now and future sins.
For Jesus says But seek first his kingdom and his righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well.
God is a good God, He has sacrificed His Son to save us. He will not forsake us just because we have sinned. Otherwise, Jesus won't have to suffer on the cross. For He know our weaknesses and most of the time we can't help ourselves. We need HIM.
Therefore, everytime we sin we need to confess our righteousness in Christ and remenber God is forgive us. When the more we believe that we are forgive and understand how great is the love of our Father in Heaven. how much more will we want to hurt someone who love us some much?
That's what I do now. I want to stop hurting my Daddy God.
Daddy God, I love you because you first love me.
Saturday, May 17, 2008
My Baby @ My Blessings
I got a baby boy and he is 9 months old.
I always thought that getting married, having children and starting a family of my own is something unthinkable of.
A lot of the time, experience encounter from surrounding and especially my own parent tells me, I must really really really thinks many many many times before get into even a serious relationship not to say marriage.
So, my attitude was I prefer a companionship rather a relationship. An "activity partner" more than a life partner. Of course along the way I hurts few and most of the time I choose to ignore and run away.
I accepted Christ in 2004. In 2005, my life at that point of time is absolutely miserable, business mis-manage and runs into huge debts. Everything comes to an end. I closed my company, my relationship with my family hit the wall and friends are gone like wind. However, debts are still there to be my companion. I almost gone crazy.
In 2006, I married my wife and we start a small breakfast stall. Life was tough but happy and debts still there.
By end of 2006, we moved out of my hometown and started a new life in the city we live now. I got a job we settle down a bit and she got pregnant 4 months later. I was like, you are kidding me, Lord!
But He told me baby is a gift, a sign of blessings from HIM.
Our life never looks back ever since. From the hardest moment during pregnancy, without a place to give birth, got conned by housing agent, run out of cash and numerous challenge. He pulls us over each time.
Until now, we got a house though it is rented. I got a car and I also changed job recently. My income increased and we live in a condition we dare not dream of couple of years ago.
I believe lots of good things are coming my way. And I am counting.
Everything on this earth will be gone one day but His words never changed.
Just because He is Jesus Christ, my Lord, my source of BLESSINGS!!!
I always thought that getting married, having children and starting a family of my own is something unthinkable of.
A lot of the time, experience encounter from surrounding and especially my own parent tells me, I must really really really thinks many many many times before get into even a serious relationship not to say marriage.
So, my attitude was I prefer a companionship rather a relationship. An "activity partner" more than a life partner. Of course along the way I hurts few and most of the time I choose to ignore and run away.
I accepted Christ in 2004. In 2005, my life at that point of time is absolutely miserable, business mis-manage and runs into huge debts. Everything comes to an end. I closed my company, my relationship with my family hit the wall and friends are gone like wind. However, debts are still there to be my companion. I almost gone crazy.
In 2006, I married my wife and we start a small breakfast stall. Life was tough but happy and debts still there.
By end of 2006, we moved out of my hometown and started a new life in the city we live now. I got a job we settle down a bit and she got pregnant 4 months later. I was like, you are kidding me, Lord!
But He told me baby is a gift, a sign of blessings from HIM.
Our life never looks back ever since. From the hardest moment during pregnancy, without a place to give birth, got conned by housing agent, run out of cash and numerous challenge. He pulls us over each time.
Until now, we got a house though it is rented. I got a car and I also changed job recently. My income increased and we live in a condition we dare not dream of couple of years ago.
I believe lots of good things are coming my way. And I am counting.
Everything on this earth will be gone one day but His words never changed.
Just because He is Jesus Christ, my Lord, my source of BLESSINGS!!!
Friday, May 16, 2008
First Step
Finally, I also started to write blog. This is something that i wanted to do for quite sometime but always due to one reason or another and at the end nothing was done.
Recently, my wife starting to blog at http://tw.myblog.yahoo.com/carlos_yek33 and she kept asking me to start a blog as well. And i was like.. ahem.. ok.. i try...
Well, I guess I have no reason not to type something this time around. At least i introduce her blog here.
There is a say, the hardest thing is always to start the 1st step. Be it a baby step his 1st step by his own or Amstrong's 1st step on the moon. Behind these successful story, it was countless practice, hard work, tears and bloods. Therefore, a small step now, a gaint foot print tomorrow.
Hopefully, this will not be the last blog i blog. Anyway, I think i making myself happy tonight by writting something here for a start.
Recently, my wife starting to blog at http://tw.myblog.yahoo.com/carlos_yek33 and she kept asking me to start a blog as well. And i was like.. ahem.. ok.. i try...
Well, I guess I have no reason not to type something this time around. At least i introduce her blog here.
There is a say, the hardest thing is always to start the 1st step. Be it a baby step his 1st step by his own or Amstrong's 1st step on the moon. Behind these successful story, it was countless practice, hard work, tears and bloods. Therefore, a small step now, a gaint foot print tomorrow.
Hopefully, this will not be the last blog i blog. Anyway, I think i making myself happy tonight by writting something here for a start.
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